Long Halts...

Blank pages stare back at me
Empty walls start to collapse.

Abundant letters of knowledge remain afloat,
Like blurred mirage of that which seems to exist…

Swiftness slides pass,
Deluding consciousness to static naïve realism…

Brightened periphery, 
Overshadows the hollowness within…

Secret chained words resist speech,
Scarred soul tries to break free…

Juxtaposed with preposterous confusion,
Of wildering thoughts and emotions…

Poignant stagnancy,
A malediction against drifting time… 

A frozen past jailed in memory,
Prances over present disharmony…

Maligned by unexpressed emotions and resistant thoughts,
No door remains to be unlocked…

Armoured glory in hopeful recitals of inspiration,
Yet crashing incompetence mauls over…

Toxic drugs lose their effectiveness,
Leaving behind crumpled ashes of inexistence…

Lights aglow too bright,
But darkness moans a louder call…

A moment of resilience and a charming excitement, 
Too micro in the infinite void space…

In the waves of starlight gaze,
I sway,
Deluded in monochrome of silence,
Serenaded in an incongruent state…